Friday, June 03, 2011

Tears I

This week has been tough.
Many, many tears have fallen.
Selflessly and selfishly.
Futures robbed of joy:
I could see only dark days ahead
For one and all.

We have lived a year with SMA and it doesn't feel as if it is getting any easier.

A gaping hole still exists in my heart
and every time I look at Eilidh
I feel a little twinge of sadness.

I have to admit though that the raw pain has eased
 but in its place there is a persistant heaviness:
I am so very scared that that will never ease.

And the tears fall silently on...

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